I loved you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
Those tender lips
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire
I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one that is for me
Many nights those tears flew
Being myself without anyone
Anyone to care about the thoughts
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had
Many mistakes I have had


sometimes you will never know whats just right infront of you

sometimes you will never know whats going on
neither you know what will happen in life
sometimes you just got to face it and stay strong
cause you will never expect what is coming
what i feel is just like a hhuge hand entering my heart
and drag smth out of it
which made me tear and sad and lonely all time
which will make me feel i have lost everything


think before you do anything
and you will not regret it at all




is 4hours to 12 of november 2009
which is 22months since jan 12th 2008
i love you girl always i have

a picture i love alot since it was taken (:

today is the 12th of october
and is me and wifey chan's 21th month anniversery!
loving you wifey chan
HAPPY 21th MONTH ANNIVERSERY!
i met wifey today and head to The Cathay to catch a movie
some Korean Tsunami show , which i forgot the name lol
and so its a 2.50 show
baby and i headed down to p.s to have Ice Monster
yum yum ~~~
then went to buy Shushi to smuggle inside the theatre
haha and so we are eating Sushi inside
after that wifey came over my house and had dinner with my family
on the same table haha =P
baby also playing dinner dash on my lappy!
haha how cute she is
thats all about today
ah shit hole
having Btt on wednesday
hope i pass (:


Poh xiang yu (wifey chan )
many things have happen around us
many things we have been through together
and its been 1 year and 9 months since we got together
we have been sweet and lovely since the start
meeting you alawys and sending you back hom
till now i am still doing it and i never get tired of it.
and thats why i am still standing here no matter what have happen
it just feels hurts to know someday the girl you love will be far from you
NS? work? and what else?
not sure either
some things between us are making us talk lesser and lesser
and i don't know why
but as long i get to see you
i know i still have you in my heart girl
and thats why i am always there by your side to say i love you poh xiang yu


happy 21th months anniversery to you wifey chan
muacks loves and misses <3

hey guys!
i am right not at Suntect Gloria jean's coffees
using my com here
ooooo was suppose to blog last night but didn't
sorry wifey haha
now here i am blogging ! at the time of 2030 exactly (:

today i was out to aunt house to pray grandma
woke up like 9 and left at 1
and then head to meet wifey at Aljunied station
but turn out we took a cab down to wifey's work place at Suntect!
haha wifey so cute lo today!
loving her so much =P
baby is there working in the new outlet
and me , i was at starbucks drink . . .
waited for a place for me to use the com
and turn out i was watching my ipod movie all the way
cause there isn't a plug for me to use for two and a half hours!
going crazy at that time. . .
then i went down near the fountain and went to see koi fish!
missing my koi fish at that time
thinking if its still alife
either is dead! or the same size as the fishes in the pond
haha then went to bought sushi for wifey and sweets!
then met wifey for dinner
mac mac mac!!!!
i then broguth wifey back to her work place
and now i am here at Gloria jean's coffees using the lappy!
ahhhhhh i am soon gonna log off at around 2055 to head to Topman
to look at jeans and top!
ooooo there is this shirt which i am finding for a long long time!
turtle neck shirt!
but it only come in black!
want white too ):
but black is nice too!
ahhhhhh gonna buy it gonna buy it gonna buy it!
and ofcours a new pair of skinny (:
haha

hey baby! jia you while working ok?
i am here supporting you!
here reading some fan fiction stuff too!
anime la haha
and watching Onepiece!
you believe it or not?
i am watching ONEPIECE!
and i am only at eps 348!
there is like 70 over more eps!
haha i am going nutz!
wondering which idiot intro me anime!
haha forget le but never is alright
i ahve fun watching it haha!
alright wifey i love you! muacks maucsk maucsk!
kisses to you!
later gonna hug you tight tight!
love you BABY CHAN! smooooCHies!

hi hi hi!
to all of ya guys who have been reading my blog

hmmm recently have been out or stay at home
went to Sentosa with wifey , joan and khimmie on the thursday
and it was great!
then friday i was home. . .
saturday which was YTD
met wifey and joan to watch Fame!
its quite a nice show
it show of the musical life

this few days i have been great
i have been with wifey
and i am glad i ahve her by my side
missing her as always and holding on her hands as usuall (:
baby girl you are everything i got
and i am thankful for that that you are by my side always
taking care for me
loving me andholing on my hands too
i love you xiangyu! muacks you you you





pictures time (:

today is the 12 of september!
and is wifey's and i 20th month Anniversary!
whoooooot! 20 months le 4 more to 2 years (:

met baby at 1.45 qnd went down to parkway
went to buy koi then go to ECP!!!!
meeting joan and hoakim at ECP mac at 3.30!
happy happy happy
cause going for cycling and steamboat after that.
baby and i were sitting in mac and ate 9 piece nuggets
waiting for the couple to come. . .
while waiting we got to see so many babys!
so cute ! walking with thier cute little legs and cute little hands on air
smiling towards thier parents
got carried buy thier parents. . .
feel so happy for them
cause how i wish i can carry my own child too!
haha love kids la me (:
then finally the couple came!
all four of us when to rent double seat bikes
the guys infornt and the girls behind
and we will do the cycling part! haha
i was cycling happily and looking at the breeze
talking to wifey
knowing she is just right behind me all the time
feeling so nice when she is just right beside me!
we cycled from the ma there till nearby changi beach!
wao thats like don't know how many metres!
don't know how many kilometres!
took photos and racing see who is faster
oh my god ! is so fun!
watch the planes fly above our heads VRooooom!!!!. . . .
and the plane gone hahaha.
wen then head back and took about an hour more to reach back (:
is fun fun fun (: legs are tired! whooooot
need osim please haha
we then went to hong kong cafe to eat!
cause steamboat never open!
sad sad sad ):we ate so many things! yum yum
and there were so many people lining up!
even doing payments are Q'ed with people!
after dinner we went back home took a photo together of 4 of us and home sweet home
here i am now feeling tired and typing my post
tiring day but happy and contented with it
cause wifey is all the way by my side
just by looking at her it will make me smile happily

wifey happy 20th months anniversary to you!
20 months le and 4 more months it will be 2 years!
hubby though going ns sooner or later
just want to tell you my heart is all about you and no one else
hubby is in your heart and by your side at all times
telling wifey i love you and i wish to protect you
so i just hope wifey will know something
i noel chan jin kai loves you poh xiang yu
cause you are everything and i love you !
muacks muacks muacks
love you wifey chan!!!!! hehe

its been so long since i have been blogging!
so here i am on the first of september blogging at 0008

i met baby in the morning outside her school!
and had a smoke with joan
went into their class and help out with thier project and here come kimchi
i mean hoakim
and he was here helping out too!
so we help and help and help
was like helping them all the way
must rush you see
cause they must finish it by 3pm!
so was like waiting for them with their presentation
hoakim and i then help out with joan's stuff
actually was having a game of basketball with hoakim
but was tired, so didn't play
we waited and waited
finally they came out after class
we then went for a smoke and went to our seperates way
baby came over
i miss her so much!
missing her all day long
seeing her slping on the bed is so cute!
i was there reading my btt book
cause on the 3 of sept i am going to have my test!
before that on the second gonna go for a heart screan check up
my heart is not really good
is weak ): so doctor wants me to do check up
haha

oh ya
after around the time of 9 i fetch baby home
then i walk back home
i miss her so much you know!
is all about her her her her her
wifey chan wifey chan wifey cha
pohxiangyu pohxiangyu pohxiangyu
is the same person la haha
baby 12th is reaching soon in 12 days !
haha althoug is still long
to me is short
so i wanna say is we have been through so much
and i never get tired of you
cause i love you tooooooo mmuch!
till i am going crazy about ya hahaha
love you wifey chan! muacks!